So, after a whirlwind week in Montreal, I’m still more confused than ever. I liked the school, but still can’t help but wonder if I’m at all prepared for university. I’ve come to realize how safe I feel in Saint John, I’m never afraid there. Montreal, on the other hand… well God only knows. I’m facing one of the biggest decisions I’ve ever had to face in choosing whether to stay or to go. ‘There’s a boat, I could sail away. There’s the sky, I could catch a plane. There’s a train, there’s the tracks. I could leave and I could choose to not come back..’ It’s recently been brought to my attention that I have spent my life in a bubble. And so it all comes down to one thought, am I ready to leave the familiarity of the bubble for the things I’ve dreamed about my whole life? While the answer seems simple in print, it is much harder in reality.
[to be continued..]